My rejuvanation, mind over ADD.
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, 29-11-2011 at 05:09 PM (3048 Views)
Good day wampers! I wanted to tell you that I have put many of my project on ice.
I have to refocus my life with one goal and making miniature, a game, a 3D printer, Building a company that became a co-operative project, has become chaotic and too demanding.
I've decided to tell you all: I got ADD and mind dispertion problems. I'm threating myself with medication and I see a social worker to help me get through that phase in my life.
So I am returning to school in art. Learning to draw will help me in the miniature making and the game design. Since I am thinking of making graphic novels to illustrate the world, the game play and the rules. I am following a path that I did not want to follow in fear that I may succed and be happy about it.
I lived with the fear of succes most of my life and sabotage myself more than once. I was doing the same with the only real thing I want to do in my life. Create RPGs and Miniature games.
I am emptying my heart and showing you some sort of strange side of a person. I am who I am and yes I did not love me. I am now learning to live differently, to build up a life project that is the gaming industry. I'll be more then what I am at the moment. I'll be what I want to be. A game designer, a character designer ... an Artist!
Thanks to you all that will read this message, your time is precious and taking it is precious for me also.