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Delarn

My rejuvanation, mind over ADD.

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Good day wampers! I wanted to tell you that I have put many of my project on ice.

I have to refocus my life with one goal and making miniature, a game, a 3D printer, Building a company that became a co-operative project, has become chaotic and too demanding.

I've decided to tell you all: I got ADD and mind dispertion problems. I'm threating myself with medication and I see a social worker to help me get through that phase in my life.

So I am returning to school in art. Learning to draw will help me in the miniature making and the game design. Since I am thinking of making graphic novels to illustrate the world, the game play and the rules. I am following a path that I did not want to follow in fear that I may succed and be happy about it.

I lived with the fear of succes most of my life and sabotage myself more than once. I was doing the same with the only real thing I want to do in my life. Create RPGs and Miniature games.

I am emptying my heart and showing you some sort of strange side of a person. I am who I am and yes I did not love me. I am now learning to live differently, to build up a life project that is the gaming industry. I'll be more then what I am at the moment. I'll be what I want to be. A game designer, a character designer ... an Artist!

Thanks to you all that will read this message, your time is precious and taking it is precious for me also.
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  1. vegascat's Avatar
    Sadly my time here on WAMP has been short, so I don't know you, but I wish you the best in your travels and the road ahead. Don't be afraid to stop by and keep us updated, I'm interested in reading about your travels and I'm sure others will be as well.
  2. waghorn41's Avatar
    Good luck for the future Delarn, take it easy and learn to enjoy what you do. Looking forward to seeing some of your work and progress.
  3. Spectral Dragon's Avatar
    As little as we know each other, I still have a bit of sage advice: in order to learn what is wrong with yourself, you must learn more about yourself, first. Yes, going to art school is good if that is what you want to do, and I wish you well in it, but if you know you have a history of self sabotage you must learn every faucet of why you are doing this, and see what you can do to heal yourself. I hope you sort things out and live the happy life I know you deserve!
  4. Shades's Avatar
    Congratulations on striking out boldly in a new direction, Delarn. Best of luck!
  5. Ulfgrimr's Avatar
    Good luck at art school Delarn, I hope it's a worthwhile experience for you and helps you in your goals.